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Sunday, August 12, 2007,7:23 PM
emotional me
Hmmm, finally cleared 3 papers. 3 more to go before 1 week break. LOL. But the so called one week break is packed totally. Imagine 3 days chalet. The 2 extra days are for NE. So, Shikin and Shuting if want to meet up, I can only meet on weekends. After that is the starting of CPTC training and attachment. How fast can can it be? Soon we are graduating and I got no idea what to afetr graduating.
Anyway, this few days I have been thinking, maybe I think too much, but do I give people the impression that I'm very stingy? Seriously speaking, what's the first impression I give people? Because I myself don't even understand myself. Anyway, I think I'm born to be a loner. This few years, the things that happen in my family make me to become what am I today. I tend to keep everything in my heart and not talk about it. I keep telling myself that everything will be fine tomorrow. So anything that bothers me, I will cry in the night where everyone have slept. After crying, all unhappiness will vanish together with the tears. I live a day by a day. I don't think far. Anyway, I also think that I'm those people, people won't contact after graduation. Don't ask me why I feel that way, I also don't know. I seldom go out with friends not because I don't want too, is just that my dad will keep calling whenever we don't reach home before him. It's quite irritating in a way. Imagine someone keep calling you for over 20 calls, so must well don't go out right. Stay at home, they will have nothing to say. Even if I go out, latest I must reach home is before 10pm. So normally, you will see me going home at around 8 plus.
Okay, just another emotional part of me. I shall not go on, or else I will keep thinking on and on. =)
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