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Thursday, October 26, 2006,7:07 AM
voice-less
Anyway, my voice is gone! lol, no voice, very man! lol. Fight poison with poison. Tomorrow Sakae at Lot 1 with Sharon, Shiyang =) Like nobody business keep eating fried food. lol..
Friday, October 20, 2006,8:14 PM
Emotional me
FINAL WARNING: It’s the last straw! I’m not going to endure any longer. Whoever the person is, the next one who calls me ‘auntie’ I’m going explode. Please note that never in my life, no matter how angry am I, I don’t explode. I really can’t take it anymore. It’s over my endurance limit already. I know you people maybe joking. Once or twice, I will forgive. But it’s already the second semester. I may stare or treat it as a joke. But it’s getting on my nerves and it’s hurting me. I still have my pride. I know it started out as a joke. No matter how serious it is, no matter how you guys say me, I really don’t mind. But it’s really getting me these days. No matter what I do, wear or whatever, you all have a say in it. From just calling me that, you guys keep saying I GO market and I bargain. Please for goodness sake, please know when to stop, don’t keep crossing the line. I maybe smiling at that and laughing, but deep down it’s not a nice feeling for being called that. Really, don’t let me explode, when that day comes, I may even stop talking to you all. I will just stop talking one day and treat you guys as invisible. It’s already not my usual self in school. The real me is not like that. Anyway, you guys don’t know the real me. Only those who really really really know me well will know. I’m actually not violent in sense, I’m just active. I still have my pride. I have my own eyes to see. I hate people talking behind me especially. Initially I really don’t mind being called that, as I know it’s a joke between us. But now, I really can’t take it anymore. You try being a called a nickname that you dread, and when you are being called that, people will laugh. How will you feel? I may be smiling all day long as if there’s nothing that can affect my mood. But who knows it’s my inner self or the real me? I badly affected in this environment. I feel more depressed as you guys called me that. I know I’m not as popular as others. But please respect me and my feelings. Sooner or later, I will withdraw myself into my own world. Deep down, I’m not the person you all are seeing.
The person you guys are seeing now is a girl who has smile on her face regardless of what. When she herself have problems who knows, she just keep it deep down in her heart. Crying in the dead night when no one is there when she’s really badly affected by the problems. She don’t like troubling people with her own problems. She try to smile and forget any horrible incident instantaneously. She puts up a strong front in front of people, but only the dead and silent night will see her weak side.
Even those who know me well don’t even know the me. She hides it well, casting all problems aside.Saturaday, 21 October 2006, 11.08pm
Thursday, October 19, 2006,5:19 AM
sch!
haiz! first week of school just passby like that. haha. it always passby in a breeze. lol. Because for this week tuesday and friday no school! woohooo.... hahaha... But the lessons, can't take it. It's either too long didnt attend lecture, forget the feeling of 'studying' or I'm just plain tired. lol. It's a torture for me to attend 8am lessons half awake after 30 minutes. Basically the timetable is horrible. Lol.. But alberty is clever to put his lessons after someone's lecture. in this way, no one can 'pon' his lessons. clever right? *shake head. everyone is still the same. Except for Cy, so noisy, keep disturbing. I'm fun to poke fun at hor! lol.. Everytime call me auntie. Not sianz ar! I curse you ar! Hit more of your nose, confirm sneeze like me, imitate more lah. lol.. It's because of the haze, it's not that i'm having flu or whatever. lol..So sickening, the stupid hairdresser cut my hair till so ugly! i want to cut again. Lol.. it's uneven, you can just see the difference. lol. I must cut my hair twice before it's to my satisfaction. lol.. it's short hair leh, if it's long hair i don't mine. Because you can tie up your hair. *shake head ><hahah, anyway, k-boz tomorrow. Yea! take photos then blog, buaiz!Date so big also no use! It's wrong.Thursday, 19 October 2006, 8.22pm
Friday, October 13, 2006,5:52 AM
Korea Drama Rocks!
School is starting soon. Soooooo sad! No more holidays to enjoy. No more watching of Korea Drama when I'm free. No more sleeping late and waking up late. So many 'No'. LOL.. The tiemtable really horrible. Must see Alberty for so many hours. Hehe, I'm goign youtube to watch 'The Vineyard Man', the leading actress is Yoon Eun Hye (Gong, Shen CaiJing). Hahah..Friday, 13 October 2006 (Black Friday leh), 8.56pm
Monday, October 09, 2006,5:41 AM
Why the date is so big?-
There's problem with blogger. Can't upload photos. Square boxes instead of photos. School is going to start soon. Next week. I'm goign to dread going to school. Lessons till alte in the night on Monday. Really Monday blue. Morning lessons. Horrible! How am I suppose to wake up. I have been waking up at 12 for the whole holidays after I stop working. I really miss workign at John Little even though it is only for a mere 21 days. =) The seniors and promotors there are really friendly.
Date so big! But it's wrong.
Monday, 9 October 2006, 8.40pm
Thursday, October 05, 2006,10:20 PM
New Skin~
Haha =) I'm back with a new skin after so long. But the only thing is that the background id white colour. Can someone help me change it to sky blue? Declare myself crazy over The Princess Hours after watching it. I watch twice. It's such a nice drama. Anyway, not workign anymore. End of contract. Will miss those people there, even though it is a short working period. Stupid haze, make my nose sensitive once more. Sneezing away.Oh ya, Happy Birthday to Wanyi da jie. hahahha...Friday, 6 October 2006, 1.16pm