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Tuesday, September 08, 2009,11:33 AM

rants

Time to dust away some of the webs. Just coming here to rant.

I am really fed up with working. Since I am unhappy working here I shall just leave and find a new job right. But money wise I cannot bear with it. No point making myself scared every single day. Office politics is such a nightmare. How I wish i wasn't a adult dealing with all these problems. Every single day without fail, some part of my mind will be thinking if there are people talking behind my back or whatsoever. I HATE WORKING LIFE! Life as an adult is not fun.

Confirm leaving after searching for a nice job with no other 'people' around. No offence to those 'people' but they are so money minded and selfish people that I can't really stand them anymore. They are finally showing their true colours. ARG!!!!!

I think working has been stealing me away from those freedom and fun I should enjoy. Time for a long break to sort out my thinking. Should I study or should i work? I am really envious of the life my friends who are still studying. I really think I miss out a lot. The life I am leading now is a bit dull.

Why do people work? A necessity? Who invented work? Haizz.... Why don't money just fall from the sky. I really think that I am working for the sake of money so that I get to spend without thinking.

These past years of working life have been draining out much of my energy.

Note to people who are still studying: Enjoy while young. Once you step into working adult life that's when bitter comes in.

Sunday, July 27, 2008,7:09 AM

Admission Exam

As usual, working life is a routine to me. Hoping it will end the routine soon. Basically I'm busy on weekends trying to preapare myself for the coming admission exam into the part time course I have been saying and applied for. Revising Math and Chem Eng modules is such a torture to me as I have gotten used to the working life. Furthermore, I have lost touch with the books and exam for a year or so. Luckily Minghuang is able to help me with Math and as for Chem Eng I got to wish myself luck and prepare it myself. From my ex colleague, heard that the Math paper majority of the questions are integration and as for Chem Eng it's basically on theory, thank god not much calculation.

In a dilemma, should I study or should I continue working?! Oh man, help me. I shall do my utmost best in the admission exam and hope that I will selected for the course. Since no one in my department knows that I have applied for this course, I can't bring a book around and study when I'm free. Except for my close buddy, he knows that I have applied for the course. It's a torture not to let anyone know that you are trying for the course. You need to carefully avoid the topic and think before talking. So troublesome. Anyway, Jessie will do her best in the admission exam. Worse case scenario, presuade my mum to let me go overseas for studies or take part time degree in other courses lor. Keeping my fingers cross and hope the best will befall on me =)Give me luck people. Oh ya, who will be a kind soul and accompany me for the admission exam in NUS? Please.... I don't know my way round.

By the way, why blogger have the schedule timing thing now? How to let the post be published immediately?

Sunday, June 29, 2008,5:26 AM

quiz

Since I got nothing to blog about and nothing interesting happening in my life right now, I shall do the quiz Zhiwei tagged =)

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag as many friends as you can to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ans: I'm so sorry, break up lah.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: Hmmm,a room decorated with Hello Kitty from top to bottom. But not pink colour wall, purple =)

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
Ans: Hmmm, never think so far ahead. When i think of it, I shall blog on it. I only know I want Hello Kitty stuff toy at the head of the car. Muahahahaha...

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Ans: Ya, should I continue working or continue studying. Should I have a change of environment or? It's just so troublesome.

#5. what's your ideal lover like?
Ans: Need not be very handsome or whatsoever. Doesn't clash with my personality. Lastly, able to draw. Don't ask me why my ideal lover must be able to draw. I got no answer to that. hahaha..

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?both?
Ans: BOTH!

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans: Seriously I got no idea. Till I'm sick of waiting?

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Ans: If I really really like the person I will wait, if not give up lor.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Ans: Nothing. I don't brood over with unhappy things.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
Ans: Hahaha, at least I got something to update on.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans: Hopefully married and with kids =)

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Ans: siblings, mum and friends.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Ans: a caring person definately =)

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Ans: Can I be rich and married? Hahaha,but what's with the riches if you are not happily married. So conclusion --> rich and happily married.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: Turn of my alarm and continue to laze on my bed.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: Of course

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: No idea.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Ans: Friends who are there for me when I need them and friends who can make my laugh and make my day =)

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Ans: Irritating ones.

TAGGED BY :
Zhi Wei

Must I tagged others? Okay lah, for those who wants to do this quiz just do okay =)

But.... Shikin, Shuting, Sharon, Eve must do k? hahahahha..

Sunday, June 01, 2008,7:48 PM

graduation = sad

Hey guys! Hahahha, I know I have been missing for long. Ok here am I! Back to update. Sharon don't miss me ok. hahahha.. Last Tuesday (21/5) was graduation day. 3 years just passed in a blink of eyes. I can still remember vividly the orientation days, the open house, the lectures, tutorial and our 1 and only semester that we had lessons till night. Fond memories of that will definately be kept deep in the mind.

So what's the afterthought of graduation? Like that lor, graduate already. It's just a normal day to me. Just that it's a day full of photo takings =) Take your time to view the photos taken below. Need to take more photos from the rest =) Remeber to send me okay?

Here are some of the photos taken on graduation =)

Sunday, April 06, 2008,1:06 AM

what if?

Okay here am I blogging again.

Working life is such a boring life. Contradicting? No! Imagine yourself working day in day out . What's the purpose of working? It's such a routine thing where you sleep, wake up to a new day and work. Sleep again and the cycle just repeats itself.

I have been for a month half now. And I have entered shift work. So it's alternate weeks afternoon. As for morning shift, I got to work halfday on Saturday. It's such a mental torture for me to work. I missed out a lot of luxuries when I started working. Like: getting allowance from my mother, waking up late, shopping (but as if I always go out to shop). But nevertheless, after I have started working, I'm more willing to spend on things I want. Work so hard, earn money, never pamper myself a bit 'dui bu qi' myself right? Hahaha.. Anddddd.... I'm more willing to go out. Hahaha, I will jump at the chance to go out man. Since I'm working everyday, and I faced the lab and Jurong Island atmosphere for more than 12 hours a day if i got OT, who won't want to take a break and go out? LOL.. So people out there, called me out when you are remind of me ok? Or else every available seconds and minutes are spend cosying with my blanket sleeping.

Have been thinking about those what if questions. What if:

1) I didn't take Chemical and Pharmaceutical technology as my course?
2) I took Fashion Design as my course?
3) My O level result was even better?

After those non-realistic what if questions, I started thinking about why:

1) Why didn't I put in more effort in studying during my poly life?
2) Why did I continue working in my attachment company? When I know I want to work in a process line? Stupid me. But I'm just trying to gain some work experience. Try out if I am really suited for lab environment. But till now there is still no answer.

I have applied for the NUS part time degree for Chemical Engineering. Hope I need not sit for the entrance exam. If i need to sit for the entrance exam, math is going to be the weapon responsible for my death. Hahaha. And people like tree, st those pro in maths are going to get very irritated with me for calling them. Hahahahha..

Isolating myself and emo-ing have been a favourite past time of mine since I don't think I have any close friends who I can share my thoughts with. Seriously I think keeping everything to myself is a torture. I tend to overthink about things and ended up feeling very low. As I say putting up a smile is my forte. It's my way of hiding all the unhappiness in me. Sometimes I may feel happy when thinking back, when was I really happy for once? I think the only period of time was during sec 4. How I wish I can turn back time and reverse everything. I am destined to be a person wothout any true confindent

Tuesday, March 11, 2008,9:49 PM

alive and kicking

Ok I haven't been updating often. Where to start from? Hahaha..

Thanks to shuting and shikin for holding the chalet to celebrate my birthday. Hmmm, Swensen ice cream cake is delicious.

Fast forward to Sunday. Hahaha.. Our boss treated us to dinner at Jumbo Seafood Restaurant. We had black pepper crab, chilli crab, scallop with vegetables, cerel prawn, the bamboo thing, chicken, fried tofu. The best part was dessert (xue ge). But too bad I do't know how to enjoy the it. Heard that it's a certain breed of frog sperm. lol..

Anyway busy working. Lazy to update. Hahaha.. Will update when I am free with photos =)

Sunday, February 24, 2008,9:42 PM

I endure 2 days of painfulness for my freaking teeth and today I got extract 2 teeth out. 1 molar aand 1 wisdom tooth. It's freakingly bloody and painful. Actually it's not painful. It's the pressure that makes it scary. The dentist still ask me whether I want the tooth back. I must be crazy if I want to keep the teeth. Disgusting stiches. Shit man, I need to endure the pain next week when removing the stiches.

Dear friends, please do not complain if I'm eating slowly, hahahaha, no choice. I'm left with a side to chew. The other side is too painful and empty for me to eat food. hahahaha..